No
one knows better than
Tionne "T-Boz"
Watkins that looks can
be deceiving. The
"T" in the
R&B group TLC found
inspiration for the
lyrics to their No. 1
single "Unpretty"
in her blood --
literally. She was
diagnosed at age 7 with
sickle-cell
disease.
Two
decades later, while
watching a Ricki Lake
show featuring women
being berated by their
spouses for being
overweight, Watkins, 30,
was inspired to write
"Unpretty" as
an empathetic poem based
on her own
insecurities.
During
her teen years in
Atlanta, says Watkins,
"I was known as a
sicko who couldn't do
what normal kids were
doing. I couldn't go
swimming because the
water was too cold, I
had to drink special
baby milk for my bones.
I felt ugly."
Her
"Unpretty"
words ("You can buy
your hair if it won't
grow/ You can fix your
nose if he says
so"), which were
put to music by producer
Dallas Austin, resonate
with fans. "I get a
lot of tears, a lot of
hugs," says the
5'2" Watkins, who
went public with her
illness in 1996 to
refute rumors that she
had AIDS.
Now
working closely with the
Sickle Cell Disease
Association of America,
Watkins "helps get
the word out," says
the group's president,
Lynda K. Anderson.
"The motivation she
provides kids is
outstanding." |
But
motivation is something
Watkins must often
summon up herself. In
November she went
straight from the
Atlanta hospital where
she was being treated
for a
sickle-cell-related
spleen disorder to the
nearby stage where TLC
was taping a concert for
HBO.
"Somehow,
when it was time for me
to do my solo, I got it
together," she
says. "My mental
state is strong. I stay
very positive." Not
to mention pretty -- and
pretty
experimental.
Now
blonde, she has tried a
spectrum of hair colors,
including red and
purple. She also
concocts different
mixtures of perfumes
daily "so no one
will smell like
me," she
says.
Her
fiancé, rapper Mack 10,
age 28, approves.
"I'm still looking
for a flaw," Mack
says jokingly, "and
I can't find
one."
Watkins,
who is pregnant and
planning a summer
wedding, doesn't care if
he does. "One thing
I'm trying to teach kids
that nobody ever taught
me is that nobody's
flawless," she
says. "If somebody
says to me that I have
bags under my eyes, that
I look tired, well,
honey, I am tired."
Reprinted
"People
Magazine" April 28,
2000 |